What an Explanation !!!

A long suffering sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side.

" Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know."

"You don't know? You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?"

The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness.

Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough."

May today there be peace within me. May I trust God to know that I am ready for his doors sooner than He is!!
I have believed that people who love me are quiet angels who lift me to my feet when my wings have trouble remembering how to fly. If my belief has been broken, I pray to you, my Master, to reach out to me.. You seem to be the most romantic truth of which I know I have nothing to fear. AMEN...

Merry Christmas to all

What am I waiting for

I have begged to all, while it has been there – please keep the communication going. Today I feel totally exhausted. Every day is a battle which I am losing each day. I am losing the battle against my faiths and beliefs. How long will it be before the war is lost?
The year is drawing to a close and it is indeed time to take stock of my resolutions. I make few resolutions, albeit tough ones sometimes. Same time last year, I was fighting uncertainties of my next deputation in my job, which was to form the gateway to my resolution. I knew what I wanted – no means was too little; no sacrifice was too big. Those were the days when I was ready to pawn one of my kidneys in order ensure that my love could clean some filth in this world (with her talent) rather than clean windows of some mansion. Great mercy of God, the door opened - I succeeded in achieving it and still keep my kidney. Yet there is no peace or sense of achievement. Four months hence I shall have no more resolve though my heart will continue to beat and so also bleed. I don’t know what shall be my purpose thereafter. I have loved and lost, I have lost and loved. Loss and love have been inseparable. I have succeeded, yet what have I gained? In my own introspection, I dare say, I am been responsible and virtuous. As said earlier, one can lie to the world but not to oneself and I will not lie.
One great thought of Hinduism : Do your duty, care not for the result. Does it mention, God will look after you? Well, did HE?
Do you know what happens when you crush a sweet smelling flower in you hands? The flower is mangled beyond recognition. Even in its annihilation, it leaves behind the fragrance of its life. Why do I have to feel like the flower? I tried adding beauty to some lives, but I guess I am not the species that can exactly adorn some life. I don’t even have the thorns that go with a rose – is that the reason that I will be crushed out while still on the boughs?
My women!! Oh my women!!